Your gender: female
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: bi but more lesbian
(3) Single?: on a break with the bf
(4) Want to be?: Content with the situation right now
(5) Your birth day: 8/21
(6) Age you act: 20
(7) Age you wish you were: 21
(8) Your height: 5'6"
(9) The color of your eyes: blue
(10) Happy with it?: very
(11) The color of your hair: blonde
(12) Happy with it?: very
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: right
(14) Your living arrangement?: The Quad in Ellis at CSC
(27) Your family: Mom, dad,and Andrea
(29) What's your job: to stay alive
(30) Piercings?: ears..
(31) Tattoos?: Thursday :) Phoenix lower right tummy
(32) Obsessions?: Annie on my mind, Lacuna Coil, softball, band
(35) Do you speak another language? no
(36) Have a favorite quote?: "Be careful who you hate it might be someone you love."
(37) Do you have a webpage?: umm yeah to lazy to get it
DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment?: Right now its my moto more than ever
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Ummm DUH!yeah
(40) Do you have any secrets?: Yes, the world is not ready to see the real me.
(41) Do you hate yourself?: Been there
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: at times
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: cracking my knuckles, procrastinating
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: that im understanding
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: "the real world :P no really.."
(46) What's your biggest fear?: dying alone,and of myself
(47) Can you sing: nope
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no
(49) Are you a loner?: I can be, I enjoy my time
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: probably
(52) Are you a daredevil? Yeah
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: Im afraid of my illnesses taking over again.
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: passive unless you piss me off
(55) Have you got a ?: yeah
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? Im understanding, But I can be way to forgiving
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: Stop putting the blame on myself.
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: love
(59) How do you vent?: gym, running, writting
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: I tyr to be
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: I hold no regrets
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: Its improved alot
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Be who are free of everyone elses opinions. You are who you are and never deny yourself that freedom.
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: My tummy
(65) And least?: legs
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: yeah
(67) Are you confident?: yeah
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: I dunno.
(69) Do people know how you feel?: If Im not hiding behind a mask yes
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: Yes... at least in highschool when i was forced into a mold
DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: occasionally
(72) Do drugs?: no
(73) Read the newspaper?: yes
(74) Pray?: every night
(75) Go to church? no. Its corrupt and I dont see why I should go with a bunch of people who think theyre perfect because they went in one day a week to cleanse their soul
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: sure
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: yeah :)
(78) Take walks in the rain?: love to
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: yeah, everyone has a right to say what they want unless theyre a complete and utter ass.
(80) Drive?: yes
(81) Like to drive fast?: only on long drives
HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?: nope
(83) Hurt yourself?: yes
(84) Been out of the country?: Yes
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: yes
(86) Burped?: My room kicks my ass
(87) Been unfaithful?: Open relationship
(88) Been in love?: i have been and still am
(89) Done drugs?: no
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: many times
(92) Had a surgery?: i had my wisdom teeth out... does that count?
(93) Ran away from home?: yes
(94) Played strip poker: yes
(95) Gotten beaten up?: kind of
(97) Been picked on?: yea
(98) Been on stage?: Yes band
(99)Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning? Umm.. well ive been that drunk lol
(100) Slept outdoors?: yeah
(101) Thought about suicide?: yes
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: yep
(103) If yes, what is your record?: 5 pm the next day
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: mhmmm
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: yes
(107) Slept all day?: yeah
(108) Killed someone?: No
(109) Made out with a stranger?: No
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: no
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: yeah
(112) Kissed the same sex?: mmhmmmmm
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: oh hell ya
(114) Been betrayed?: yes
(115) Had a dream that came true?: one
(116) Broken the law?: yeaaaah
(117) Met a famous person?: yep
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no
(146) Stolen anything?: yes
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: yep
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: yeah got a concusion and broke some guys nose
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: yup
(150) Considered religious vocation?: no
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: no
(152) Bungee jumped?: Nah.
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes.
CLOTHES and other fashion
(154) Shoe brand?: Nike
(155) Brand of clothing?: Sears
(156) Cologne/perfume?: Adidas
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: jeans and a tshirt/sweat shirt
(159) Wear hats?: baseball hats
(161) Wear make-up?: sometimes
(162) Favorite place to shop?: spencers
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: my csc sweater
(164) Are you trendy?: no
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: no
BELIEFS
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: Definitely.
(167) Miracles?: yes
(168) Astrology?: no
(169) Magic?: yes
(170) God?: yes
(171) Satan?: no
(172) Santa?: HES REAL DAMN IT! lol
(173) Ghosts?: yes
(174) Luck?: sometimes
(175) Love at first sight? it can happen
(176) Yin and Yang?: yes
(177) Witches?: yes
(178) Easter bunny?: Nope, and where do we get a rabbit laying out eggs on the day jesus rose???
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: metaphorically yes
(181) Do you wish on stars?: mhmm
LOVE, and all that
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: nope
(183) Do you remember your first love?: yes
(184) Still love him/her?: I always will love her.. the person she was before the end
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: never
(186) What do you find romantic?: the small things dinner and a movie lil love notes etc.
(187) Turn-on?: hands are my weakness, then eyes and smiles and we all know my neck is the place to get me lol
(188) Turn-off?: arrogance. obsession.
(189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: Never have never will
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: uncomfortable and disappointed
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: know them
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: yeah
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: yes
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: when i dress like a girl yes
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: sensitivity stop being so damn macho its a turn off
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: arrogant
(207) What's the last present someone gave you? my mommy with a gift basket of chocolate
(208) Are you in love?: yes
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: yep
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: check them out.. probably blantley cuz im cool like that
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?: hollie
(212) You wanted to kill?: not going to say
(213) That you laughed at?: Megro and her mildew face
(214) That laughed at you?: Megro when i tripped
(215) That turned you on?: Meg
(216) You went shopping with?: ummm the girls
(217) That broke your heart?: Lacey
(218) To disappoint you?: Myself
(219) To ask you out?: Ben
(220) To make you cry?: The girls :-/
(221) To brighten up your day?: Ben and Megro
(222) That you thought about?: Case cuz she passed this onto me and i miss that biznatch :P
(223) You saw a movie with?: steph and danielle i think
(224) You talked to on the phone?: ben
(225) You talked to through IM?: Megro
(226) You saw?: meg and katie
(227) You lost?: Hollie and Josh RIP
(229) You thought was completely insane?: Case and Megro but its why I love em'
(230) You wanted to be?: myself whomever that is
(231) You told off?: Umm I dunno ive been doing alot of that lately
(232) You trusted?: No one really everythings so fucked up right now
(233) You turned down?: dunno
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: a hour ago when my class was cancelled
(235) Laughed?: Today when Megro and I were walking back from fireside and ketp trying to trip eachother and failing miserablly
(236) Cried?: friday night
(237) Bought something?: sunday
(238) Danced?: few months ago?
(239) Were sarcastic?:today
(240) hugged someone?: yesterday
(241) Talked to an ex?: year or so ago
(242) Watched your fave movie?: 2 months
(243) Had a nightmare?: sun night
(245) Talked on the phone?: last night
(246) Listened to the radio?: sun
(247) Watched TV?: sunday
(248) Went out?: Yesterday
(249) Helped someone?: last night
(250) Were mean?: probably yesterday
(251) Sang?: while ago
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: couple weekends ago?
(253) Said "I love you"?: today
(254) Missed someone?: every day
(255) Fought with a family member?: no idea.
(256) Fought with a friend?: yesterday
(257) Had a serious conversation?: the other night
(258) Got drunk?: friday
(259) Had sex?: October 23
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